Not Enough

I'm not enough, yeah i got enough One thousand cup later I'm still not sober But ain't a quitter, not a believer So I guess Imma get higher To respect the effort I'm not enough, I'm not enough I'm not enough On, my shoulder's is rough So much money spent on drugs Prolly 2K in a month Chasing dreams but im in a black hole Hope she can fix my soul I don't have any ammo anymore Gun is jam, is jam I call it wraps when i Pop in my feels Baby im sorry, my bad im mentally ill Burnout is really real Nahh, I can't feel, can't feel Can't feel Oh I'm not enough, I'm not enough I'm not enough 1,000 cups later, I'm still not sober But I'm not a quitter Not a believer Imma get higher To respect the effort I'm not enough Not enough, not enough, not enough Not enough, not enough Enough How can I leave her She was there when nobody was Like really nobody like my trauma Was acting like my heart is made of ice Codeine taste better with ice Poppin that meth that ice In the air imma glide Crossin my heart hoping to die It's my down time Black heart, blacked out No vision God, I've been praying on my knees I've been sinnin All in silence Baby, give me room in your heart Im staying I got enough, I'm not enough 1,000 cups later, I'm still not sober But ain't a quitter, not a believer So i guess imma get higher To respect the effort I'm not enough Im not enough On my shoulders it's rough