Relapse freestyle (feat. OfficialJAY)

I'm off a relapse, trix is for kids I'm Smoking big thrax Got my choppa up for my panic attacks Seeing demons from the back Imma f*ck that bitch from the back Good day i love to laugh Switchblade demons are getting fast Meth got my brain attached Music is a therapy to me Get high off the speed Why taking drugs is even a thing? Shit is not funny, shit is real ugly They think i take it for the fun Not at all I can't feel my breath who can i call? Who can i call? Seeing things going in the walls 2024 gon' be my year I'm so high i'm in the air Mama i'm sorry i'm gasping for air I know you the only one that cares I always struggled with love So i just pour the cup Hoping to find some love In love with the drugs It feels wrong, it feels wrong But that's where i belong Where i belong Ok im tired of these sad songs Let's switch the flow up off That good dope Off the pills losing my sanity White junkie I love dope, i love lean, i love perkys I love bunny's I love cake, i love I love cake, i love I love dranks, i love I love pain, i love I hate love, i love I love drank, i love I love demons, i love I love a lot of things But i hate a lot of things Woman want, want That bling-bling Go find a rich man stay away Multi drugllionaire I just invented a word I'm on that Buzz lightyear Oh, oh Creamin in this bitch She sucking my horny gun Bust it make it cum Bust it make it cum Fast life we havin a lot of fun In the dirty cup At this point the real ones are here Lost souls come here Song not finished Everyone is different Im a different person off the drugs I know how you feel if you felled in love With the drugs With the drugs Felled in love With a bad woman, with a bad woman Yeah, she was treating me like a Burden, like a burden Now imma ball Imma ball like Michael Jordan Committed treason on the percocets I was taking vyvanse But it was so boring I'm in hell i'm satanic The pressure on me ain't it Got to stay focus I cant feel myself Can i get some help Why i'm in hell Die, die the pills are on the shelf Cry, cry i shed so many tears GPS dont work at night I need to confide I need to get right But i got tempations in my mind I guess sometimes i get high On the wrong night On the wrong vibe I love the vibe With Jay we high I'm always high My soul is rollin like dice Staying high, staying high All the time, all the time Need that pressure To ease my mind I am fried Sunnyside, side Need the bong Need to smoke Need a place to go Leaving on the road This is how it goes When im alone Demons creepin in my dome Running out of love The sun is shining Im on the highin I've been flying High as a pilot Keep the bic and light it Imma get the highest Demons i been fighting But im still smiling Relapse i commit Help i command But there's no hand Anxiety In my head