Will i die?

Will i die? Will i die? Oh-oh I'm feelin' abbandoned Tell me, do you have a bandage? In the darkness, I've been through it Tell me do you have some medicine? I'm feeling abbandoned Tell me Do you have a bandage? In the darkness, I've been through it Off the medicine, off the medicine On the weed, give me that spliff I smoke the spliff Dealing with pain on my own Don't know my way, my way home Off the drugs fillin up the hole In my soul But it's still hollow still sore I just, want to gooooo Just, want to goooooo Please answer your phone Throwing rocks at your window Nooooo, i feel lowww In the cold Rappin on the low Sober up, hell no Got colder when you didn't answered You're phone I guess imm'a do this on my own Don't know where is my mental Im' feelin' abbandoned Tell me Do you have a bandage? Through the darkness, i've been through it Tell me Do you have medicine? I'm feeling, I'm feelin' Like hidin' inside of myself Demons marchin' in Will i die? Will i fight? Tell me anxiety can leave Always stressed please Tell me Imma numb the pain with the lean Maybe with oxycodone Codeine fountain Cost me a car note This is not a pedal, im going full throttle I just want to crash the murcielago Like jésus take the wheel, im drowning with gelato and styrofoam Or even pills We like the titanic, we drowning And it's gettin' real You see the meds in my hands But it's still no advil It's the blue pills I can't feel But i still Can feel everything Do you have the medicine? Do you have a bandage? I've been through it Losin' in the darkness Playing poker, with demons We gamblin' Livin' is harder than dying