Mixed Emotions

I know I told you I would never ever do you wrong Told you I would change I'm sorry that it took so long I been thinking back of all the times I did you wrong I don't want you to leave but then again it was my fault Ain't nobody else I got cause I knew you were better I know I showed you different in the past but I'll be better Just give me one more chance before you pull the lever I know it's gon be hard I'll keep you safe through any weather I can't imagine bout me and you not together I couldn't battle my fears now I'm giving you all the pressure I made you cry so much tears when I promised to treat you better And then I turned to peers when we're supposed to be in this together I get lost in the notion that one day you will forget Everything that we been through despite the boundaries you set And I should understand more better treating you with more respect Mixed emotions got me saying things I later regret I know that me fucking up doesn't make it easy Enoughs enough I don't want you to leave me You talk your stuff but it's hard to reach me I open up and but it's hard to read me But it's not your fault I know it was hard tryna make me see That baby you were everything that I need I'm sorry that I had insecurities All I ever did was overthink When lately you been treating me like a king Baby girl I know it's all on me Baby girl I know it's all on me yea I know I told you I would never ever do you wrong Told you I would change I'm sorry that it took so long I been thinking back of all the times I did you wrong I don't want you to leave but then again it was my fault Ain't nobody else I got cause I knew you were better I know I showed you different in the past but I'll be better Just give me one more chance before you pull the lever I know it's gon be hard I'll keep you safe through any weather All these times I wasted Being wrong I couldn't face it I know it don't really make sense I know you running out of patience But it's all those times that I cherished with you I don't want nobody else to feel the love I gave you But it's all those times that I cherished with you I don't want nobody else to feel the love I gave you I know I told you I would never ever do you wrong Told you I would change I'm sorry that it took so long I been thinking back of all the times I did you wrong I don't want you to leave but then again it was my fault Ain't nobody else I got cause I knew you were better I know I showed you different in the past but I'll be better Just give me one more chance before you pull the lever I know it's gon be hard I'll keep you safe through any weather