Alone nights might fix me

Alone, I think Alone, I think I heeeeal No, I think I'm peeeeealin No way am I heeeealin Ooooh, I feel them I feel them Alone nights might fix me But long nights only hurt me (hurt me) But only baking maybes (slowly) And empty promises, (ooh) Leave me baby I'm thinking about the one who left me So how could you be When I'm begging lonely I don't think about promises I don't think about me I don't think about my life once I think twice about you My head only living with two thoughts Why did you hate me And why is she a baby Sometimes I think it should happen Then the sex shrouds, misshapen Manipulation happens Then it's like do I leave Or do I tap them Like f*ck them its cracked and What do I do I'm fucked up I'm straining I have got no clue No idea how to solve my problems Alone nights were fixing me Now I sit in silence just thinking Was it me Should I have hit that fucking tree Three am on a saturday Driving 200 ks With the wish of losing control and Crashing and killing me (killing me) Drunk with the problems This shit clouds me My mental state never sane to me Why should I endanger anyone else I aint helping anyone that saves me Earth just isn't the place maybe Thinking should I leave I ain't got a baby (no baby) I ain't got nobody Why just trust somebody Body lies in a ditch lately I'm thinking like me No I don't got no baby No one to hold and cry lately Gotta stop my bitching Go back to leeching F*ck you and yo snitching