Doubled Back

Everything about it was a catch Give me your back i'll scratch No logic between that Everything double back I double back I double back All i ever heard was lies Different voices keep telling me shit But its 'self defence' so we hit Everything i did it was for them I became a nobody shit was grim If i ever missed we spin again But i never missed Shit was always end Non-stop violence I always lost my head Everything about feeling hit My mind lost a bit I'm crazy but as long as they all dead It didn't affect them When i threaten I always acted Sometimes someone had to test it Not once they came alive Always dead ended Calm down a bit Think for a second (wait) Like f*ck them they really tried me Why's it feel like people defy me Locals telling its by me All i ever heard was lies Different voices keep telling me shit But its 'self defence' so we hit Everything i did it was for them I became a nobody shit was grim If i ever missed we spin again Parties i end drunk All i ever looked for Was LOVE When i thought i could never go low I fucked some random ass bitch f*ck this hoe Then i saw a switch Like mentally i knew this wasn't me (f*ck this) Then all randomly (what) I seen it the future that stands me (who) A girl who just gets me A switch on my insanity Someone who knew to fix me (damn) I don't want to see the end Of our things i don't want to see Your life be instead of me (no) I don't want to see another life Another man kids f*ck i cant stand me I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna (wanna) I don't wanna All i ever heard was lies Different voices keep telling me shit But its 'self defence' so we hit Everything i did it was for them I became a nobody shit was grim If i ever missed we spin again I spin one last time Someone family getting trimmed Don't believe me just ask them Brain always went back to back Gave a f*ck last time i ever did that Got me killed mentally strained Something switching still I believe if he has to die then i switch to kill Mentally straining mentally confiding In myself felt god the only person In my confidence I'd tell him Everything confess But i still feel unholy How can i go to heaven How can i be a man of god All i ever did was sin Repent never once became the option I never talked never said Anything mouth shut ever since Full ghosted them man had no idea By web been sent everything i ever said Everything everyone ever said Thoughts tell me I shouldn't of left Cops not once ever did something I never knew I had this aggression I put the shit to pen write in blood lives come to they end All i ever heard was lies Different voices keep telling me shit But its 'self defence' so we hit Everything i did it was for them I became a nobody shit was grim If i ever missed we spin again