One More Conversation

One more conversation, its so much that I would say One more conversation, wish I could just see your face Never got to say goodbye and damn that shit hurt Said I don't think it hit me till I seen you on that shirt Big dawg yea, mans was always tryna give me game Newest kicks, newest fits, mans always had a chain Watched you get it out the mud, that's why I can't change Watched you do it for the fam, that's why this for the gang I know they say everything happens for a reason But the way that shit happen, I swear it get me to thinking Then I get to tweaking, sitting thinking bout the other ones I lost Sitting here thinking bout my pops Never seen this coming, boy this shit hurt me a lot But you would never know cause I don't really like to talk I just hold it in and keep it moving on the daily If I told them how I really feel, I bet they think I'm crazy This shit be shady Ayy, focused I'm in motion tryna get it like I'm supposed to If Heaven had a phone Id tap in everyday I wish Heaven had a phone just so I can know you straight Probably ask a bunch of questions what it's like in them pearly gates? Try to keep the faith but some days this shit be hard See the pain in moms face, I swear to God it break my heart Like knowing this one thing that I can't fix gon leave me scarred Never thought my pops would end up sick, that's my dawg Sometimes I wish that he could see this shit, that would be hard Sometimes I sit and look at old pics, we came so far And ain't no stopping baby, wasn't raised to be no quitter I do this for my team, we locked in on something bigger Big goals, big dreams, big checks Been squad, been here, been the best And I ain't even saying that so I can try and flex Just feel like I had to get that off my chest, MT