Please Don't Listen

I've got my heart I've got my chances Running through tides But we know what the fact is I've become The bitter in me I don't understand And I just don't believe So Feel my words When I don't really know Gimme just a second just a second ago As my words come out I fumble them all Please don't listen to a word I say I know it was hard didn't mean it anyway I know it hit hard closer than the skin That's why I'm changing deeper within There is a fire There is a war It's running through my head It's running to my door There is a liar A voice in me It twists and it turns Most endlessly