Retained

I do The only words I ever wish to hear from you Now it all fades away in the distance There's no resistance This is how it ends And I cannot explain All the feelings retained I keep them all inside I don't Seem to understand your view The things that I did wrong To me We were lovers in the movie Like that night We were dancing by the moonlight And I cannot explain All the feelings retained I keep them all inside I don't Words carving up my heart The world where I belong Was shaken by the earthquake of your decision Or you cut with such precision You don't seem to appreciate What I did for you All the countless hours that I've spent I've sacrificed myself so much that I began to fade And I cannot explain All the feelings retained I keep them all inside And I do Now realize that I was never meant for you I wish you all the happy birthdays Have a good life! Cause that's what you're supposed to say Is that right? And I can now explain All the feelings retained I keep them all inside Just to protect myself