Questions?

You ever look up to the sky thinking "what's life?" Ever open up your mind thinking "what's light?" What's wrong? What's right; What's left? What fight? Dark nights I felt Memories from a child you could see it in my eyes I had been traumatized 'fore I hit the age of nine It's been getting out of line how I'm feeling inside So I gotta unwind 'cause I'm running out of time I can't even save myself so why save you? You ain't even seen half the shit that I've been through Try to draw it out paper and a pencil But I keep erasing the lines, I need a stencil I don't know why I have been so dismissive I'll open up my mind and I'll try to forget it I'm constantly trying to complete a mission When all of this time I have been in the middle These riddles I'm spitting on dope instrumentals It's making me crazy these thoughts in my mental I roll up a joint and I try to forget you But I just keep thinking how we had potential I will dismantle expansion substantial I'm learning the tactics so I counteract you I hop on the mic yeah I'm fly pterodactyl I'm bending the light like it came through a fractal This that psychedelic music Tripping in the living room and watching scooby doo shit I'm just trynna get shit off my chest no excuses Trynna find a meaning for the reason why I'm ruthless You ever look up to the sky thinking "what's life?" Ever open up your mind thinking "what's light?" What's wrong? What's right; What's left? What fight? Dark nights I felt Memories from a child you could see it in my eyes I had been traumatized 'fore I hit the age of nine It's been getting out of line how I'm feeling inside So I gotta unwind 'cause I'm running out of time Time keeps on ticking I've been feeling cursed so I'm counting up my wishes You can call me crazy buying into superstition But something comes with every time and place and your position I'm cooking up in the kitchen Delivering my message like a note strapped to pigeons Having hallucinating visions Smoking on the sour and its smelling like citrus I'm just trynna spark a little interest So maybe you can go and try to find out what N-R!ched is And who the f*ck is N-R!co? Why the exclamation point and how he killed his ego Visuals getting critical Pitiful how you're miniscule Smoking on the medical Got it from growing vegetables Sorry I'm not contestable I'd destroy all the best of you Chilling up in the studio And practicing for festivals Coming from a better view I deserve a guess or two I was taught to never Disrespect 'em less they're hurting you Nobody is bulletproof Especially the rest of you So ima have to go and Find a way to get a vest or two You ever look up to the sky thinking "what's life?" Ever open up your mind thinking "what's light?" What's wrong? What's right; What's left? What fight? Dark nights I felt Memories from a child you could see it in my eyes I had been traumatized 'fore I hit the age of nine It's been getting out of line how I'm feeling inside So I gotta unwind 'cause I'm running out of time