Disconnected

I ain't even gone lie I feel a little disconnected I ain't even gone lie I feel a little disconnected At first you don't succeed You dust yourself And just try again First you don't succeed You dust yourself And just try again I know I found answers Too emotional Look im a cancer Looking at astrology How? Knowing me better Its this life As im smoking and s**t How I graduate with papers See I write with my mind Damn Im on my phone But im writing wins Back to the paper No chasing Just like we bottled gin Middle school Fake shoes And fake smiles But why? Look in the kitchen See ya mama See ya mama cryin That's some s**t That I just kept in Keeping to myself beneficial Like my own s**t? I pray when I wake This been a road But I got fathered Raised me to a man With my brother Ain't see a father In my path Always seen as last Thought I had a point to prove Fell in love quick with this music Like what we gotta do To get to the top now Seeing what they want now I roll a few You bring a few We scoring like a touchdown Like wait Hold Up Baby let me roll up Im getting in my zone We can talk But when im sober Its harder im overthinking (You dust yourself And just try again) I ain't even gone lie I feel a little disconnected I ain't even gone lie I feel a little disconnected At first you don't succeed You dust yourself And just try again First you don't succeed You dust yourself And just try again Took a while Had to find it Saying life a movie But its hard I can't rewind it Im James Browning for the getback Respect is what its been bout But that's been staying in the past See they do it for clout See I do it for the evolution Treat me like a stepson Or a substitute But this my music Please don't get it confused But I been planning it right Hitting bricks at 7 So im right through the night Forreal