Let Me Explain

As a young-in always wanted But i learned that I was impatient (Hmm) As I look up to the sky thank that Man right above I've been praying for a while told Myself to get up (Got Damn) Damnn Where should i start Starting putting my all When we fell apart Shit changed I don't be knowing the ways to Fix it Im always gone push away Don't know bout trusting Feelings (No No) Said All I want is love But what I feel is pain Why she keep hitting me up Like this shit the same She told me Her interests is new niggas Told me thank you I thank you for self healing (Aye) Like why i keep fucking with Hoes In the end Yea (Man) I know that its nothing Like why i keep cuffin these hoes Learn my lessons Man im done with the cuffin (Yea) This shit just so hard But im gettin mad Like its my fault But i can't be mad cause its my Fault I blame myself Cause its my fault Like i was young I said i want bitches I thought they was fun If you real Then they run And the baddest of bitches They only want funds But i think that i get it now Was happy with one But im writing the lyrics now When i write i can't put it down Like a bad bitch Who toppin Its a quarter past 3 girl whats it Gone be Tell me is you riding for me They always told me That its always gonna be a Forever thang In the end they always gone leave Im used to it As a young-in always wanted but I learned that i was impatient (Hmm) As i look up to the sky thank that Man right above I've been praying for a while told Myself to get up (Got Damn) January Too Hard Up and writing every single night February Too strong Thinkin bout that baby every night March i started East Hartfelt Thought it would but it sent me back Back to the motions I see that its coasting The smoking and drinking won't let it out April Felt like a good month Doing tracks with a nice nigga In the stu Every f***ing days Lost nights Lost my wife nigga May lookin like a kind of blur We gone make it to the next month Lost my bread Now i really know Who really real and who really (Front) June she told me pregnant She playing with niggas You know that i thought that she lied I told her im done with these bitches She done with these niggas But which of us telling a lie She told me she wanted a kid But never no communication She always been proving a point To me She wanted to say shit She told me she real I said that im real F*ck with a nigga I show you feel Then i start spazzing Dont know who been real She told me she real She left when its real (Mhmm) Now i really dont know Got me regretting this love shit Cause everyone saying they love But truth they cannot be trusted As a young-in always wanted but i learned that i was impatient (Hmm) As i look up to the sky thank that man right above I've been praying for a while told myself to get up (Got Damn)