Mind Games

My minds like puzzle While i'm stuck in this maze It goes on an on As its dragging me along Feelin I won't ever leave this place Twisted anxiety got me thinking Blindly Chasing a dream that was once Unforseen Couldnt seem to take it Tryna find a place I belong Take a step towards greatness Man I  won't fake this Just praying that I make this Decipher the code of ones self to find The inner essence of there soul No one shall know The places that ill go Were does the time go When you look out the window Even of you don't know Time just passes by ! Doing this for family That's the place to be Never will I let up Never will I give up Its time to step up I see the music in me building from The ground up It's the wake up The shake up No more will I make up Excuses The call I been waiting for All along I knew I was made for something more It's the beat I adore The rhythm Something you can't fathom Time is of the essence my friend No more will I pretend To be what I aint This is where I'm at No more looking back Hitchu back with a full frontal attack Time to go geronamo Here we go With a simplistic little flow like ya Know Turn this industry into something That' misses me, illmatic like a semi Automatic So sporadic An chaotic Like a narcotic Gotchu hooked like you on the Kronic So demonic Like I'm on it Whod a thought it huh? So crazy it dosnt seem to faze me Maybe I will, maybe I shouldn't Rhyme double time, will you mind? Even if I lie on the line While im cursed lying in a hurse While I may be built to fall Didn't wanna do it like you all It's just me there is no other Little crazy mother fucker Were does the time go When you look out the window Even of you don't know Time just passes by! Constantly torn With these conflicting emotions With things set in motion Like I need a hi potion Don't know witch road im going With these scattered thoughts I Contort With the battles I fought It's a constant reality With who I am What I've done Where I am Being so sporadic with the pen Escalated well I'm hella faded no Debating Everybody wanna constantly be Waiting  for the day im jaded Everyday displayed well I'm being Fully played  no discrimination for This vision i invisioned when being Put in this position the opositions no Competition all we need is repetition Such a fabricated mystery What everything means to me Never been here before Am I tracking off course A million miles away A million miles an hour They set to devour Our consciousness is our Righteousness As we fight for this