Motives (feat. Rammy)

Seasons solstice winter is creeping hold me Hope you see my motives, don't judge me I'm really open Pain built up like the water up in the ocean Casting out all of my anger like an explosion I seen ripples in waves things that haunt me If I tell you my story, I know you'll feel it's daunting Everything just stays in my head to keep the calming DND days don't wanna hear no one calling Seasons solstice winter is creeping hold me Hope you see my motives, don't judge me I'm really open Pain built up like the water up in the ocean Casting out all of my anger like an explosion I seen ripples in waves things that haunt me If I tell you my story, I know you'll feel it's daunting Everything just stays in my head to keep the calming DND days don't wanna hear no one calling I've kept my story hidden away like a treasure I don't wanna talk, but I'll talk about the weather I'm so clever can't you see won't you endeavor Every thought of emptiness to keep your head severed My minds a weapon, but always remember our tongues destruction It's a repercussion I seen a spirit then I have Deceased discussions He really hears me out and teaches lessons Getting so high in the moment that I'm really touching heaven But life's dark in the bottomless pit I let the words depict Projecting like the overhead, see the cloud as it sits Mad at you but had something inside myself to forgive There's play pretend in this endless skit We read along, we're tryna fit, in Got off script like the weeds not recommended By the doctor handing antidepressants I let it mix Really need a, fix Like things that make me tick Internal where it's, dim "Get over it", I did But it sticks So with it, I lead cuz It never got easy, Getting through became my niche It's at the top of my lines, like fans were camped out Who love how, I do this shit for me, and my past self Insides the fight, say it's what I rap bout Remember making pens beats, grew to never tap out when Seasons solstice winter is creeping hold me Hope you see my motives, don't judge me I'm really open Pain built up like the water up in the ocean Casting out all of my anger like an explosion I seen ripples in waves things that haunt me If I tell you my story, I know you'll feel it's daunting Everything just stays in my head to keep the calming DND days don't wanna hear no one calling