Need Jesus

I need Jesus I never won't Gotta keep seeking Things that he spoke His word I believe with All of my soul He tore me to pieces To be made whole Woah Maybe I should hop into a flow like I never did before put my soul in it Made the beat in like 45 minutes cold killing... my condolences Wait Man As long as I got Christ then I know I got the upper hand Devil wanna fight so do I Bible verses on me uppercut his fam You can't Stop me I'm on My flow I been In that Bible For sure Now I understand why they creeping, creeping up on me scared of me imma speak Glory to his name through his son Jesus Christ on the cross he's forgiven me I had to go pay my dealer Cheating on my God if I couldn't be high was a killer Nails in his hands man nails in this Mans feet now I understand all the freedom that he hands me Ah I don't want to Lie so I got that, lie so I got that truth I got to spit truth in the mic bout my life I was living in my sin that's true Bible verses on me got that 1 John 2:20 - 2:22 Dropped outta school to drop Need Jesus that was on 2/22/2022 You can follow me I gotta feeling that the devil wants to swallow me I gotta feeling Holy Spirit he gon' fall on me I been dealing with some things I'm hoping y'all don't see When I fall I plead the blood of GOD then fall on key I gotta feeling this is real and that he's called on me Imma need him imma see the fire fall on me Okay I'm spilling all my tea I was smoking on some weed in that Remington bathroom August 2020 when I came across a rapture video dear reader lemme ask you Is you ready for his second coming if he came now do you know whether or not he would snatch you? I only ask you that cuz it's what he asked me back then said "Nathan I'll be Back soon" Ever since that moment devil been putting a fight up, tell him step back I'm aiming at you Now it's been 3 years Imma tell the whole story so you understand the man that you see here Let me be clear Parking lot talks at the Amazon spot ain't random cuz these ears Have Been Trained up God had to let the devil have access so I'd learn to defeat fears Preach imma do it imma preach that without Jesus Christ then I really wouldn't be here After I really turned to Jesus Christ everything went south Dropped outta school, sent like 7 emails out, I was tryna find my sound and look at where I'm at now man I don't wanna die Idk how y'all feeling oh is y'all feeling sad so am I I been married and divorced Devil carrying the score Had a fallout with my parents Then they came to help afford The house my wife and I would buy No home 11 months before Because she blew up on my parents Wasn't helping with the chores So then they chose to kick us out I chose to leave and cleave of course She ain't believe in Jesus Christ Was unequally yoked for sure We got a new place of our own AC was leaking on the floor And yet they went and raised the rent So then she went to build rapport With both my parents they love me That's when they came to help afford We had a baby Now she living in the house I'm paying for She fighting every little thing and over custody in court Because she want child support So she can refinance the home She want the home, our son and more Tryna assassinate my character She doing it for sport Video me in my despair Go check the ad litem report She cheated on me with my friend Thats shame on me for watching porn Go peep the n32g Part 1 and 2 songs they inform The things I been through with my God To Now I know I'm waging war Uh Everything in flames but I know that he lived so I don't die My wife wanna leave now I got attorney fees praying "God please open up those eyes" Let her see all that I've done gimme grace on my wrongs recognize we was soul ties And I ain't on a tik tok trend I'm on marriage is a bond that should last through our whole lives Real talk I was living in my sin lying bout pornography broke your heart so you broke mine Baby G on the way in some weeks sat ya down like huh "sweetie don't cry" Dropping outta school quit a job cuz a God yall was prolly thinking "man He was so high" Jesus I don't think that I can see you anymore it's so dark in here I can't trust myself to find or follow you outta the fog the only thing Inside my heart is fear Thought when you said you'd split the sea it meant the marriage would be saved but unfortunately her heart is hard it's clear That she don't wanna be with me and never did it's evident she got me trapped like pharaoh had em trapped so now you gotta part the waters but I ain't see nothing part this year Tell me why I'm here what is my purpose how can start anything for you now as all these scars appear Think part of me scared that imma have a Joseph moment but I recognize that's when he shed the Largest tears Another part of me is scared that you'll just let me get run over never be a leader for a family satan won he ripped apart and smeared my whole life So Jesus break the soul tie Uh Plead the blood of Christ on the cross when devil comes near me I been through the fire now I'm learning bout my sword and I think it makes him fear me I been cooped up They can never out do us Never out do us I been I been cooped up I was tryna be a husband to my ex wife father to my son on Christ that was true love Had to be kind to a woman who had hated me and patiently invest energy in my new son Was tryna be a man now Now I understand how How I gotta be a dad But I don't get a month man Where's the pride in that? I needed that comment just know I gave up I gave on it all But Christ brought me back I got love for you know I'm gonna get it you heard it ? I'm on I don't wanna fall I don't wanna fall I don't wanna die I don't know how yall feeling Oh is Yall feeling sad? So am I 2 m's 2 e's 2 t's But you missing an f man Full send, I see, I think you've been getting my texts man See you ain't hit me back hard to step Cuz I'm biggin' up im enlarging my chest man Dropped on Halloween and then came back on that Easter Day resurrect man Vulture I see you know Jesus is coming the lord is unhappy with you You're blasphemous seed has been speaking against him the devil is laughing at you Cuz he got your whole squad so easy it's seeming he got em on lock Demons been creeping in jesus is leaving you you're overconfident speech is misleading the flock Pride. Matter fact I Think as a whole the church lacks life Oh my Jesus please free my soul I Need to see you close I I don't if I'm whole I Dropped out now I float I Clocked out now I know I Clock in cuz I know Christ Yall really don't know Christ Y'all really don't April 18, 22 I was hopping on the register 513 and a passcode I'm glad that my dad helped me finish up the first need Jesus seed was impactful I know my relationship with him Jesus in the middle is why Satan don't want me to have a platform Bad decisions in a system without righteousness is just the beaten down, obscene lower class for ya Bumping yall 808s in a city filled with pain isn't medicine please is disaster Everyone of yall a god to your people but they starve for the truth is that a king or a master? Who the joke on? Did you tell em Jesus is the only way to God and he's clean to go after? From a sheep to a goat I'll take anybody on and that's just 1 thing that I've asked for Man Ain't caught you no body, don't put that on nobody but me And honestly never mind Remember when you and your homie went out on the stage and you stopped, what 11 lives? The enemy sneaking his way in the game Mr. D can't you see it the devil lies? Think you helping the people with drums then he twist it he switching just one of his several eyes I gotta take on the phonies and show em the "realest ones" Real when they repping Christ I gotta take on the phonies and show em the "realest ones" Real when they repping Christ Y'all still need Jesus