Wake up (dreaming)

Wake tf up Dreaming Dreaming Dreaming Dreaming I had to wake up I had to stop dreaming I had to slow down I had to keep breathing I had to wake up I had to stop dreaming I had to slow down I had to keep breathing Breathe in I don't even know where to begin I been in the dream land Battling my demons Got a couple scars on my back And they're bleeding But the cards in my deck Say that I will be succeeding Did this shit a few times Why am I repeating I was trying to get back in line When I should've been leading So much shit in the back of my mind Don't get misleaded I wish that I could press rewind On the people that I treated Sometimes I get caught in my memories I wonder if they will remember me I got a vision that the eyes can't see I know I'm something that you thought I can't be Yeah this shit for sure Not a maybe I'm living life I'm not trying to live the dream I had to wake up I had to stop dreaming I had to slow down I had to keep breathing I had to wake up I had to stop dreaming I had to slow down I had to keep breathing I had to stop dreaming But not stop dreaming Do it my way So you'll never know the reason My way or the Highway You can start leaving It is not my job To give you something to believe in But watch them start leeching But watch them start leeching But they can keep reaching Wasn't on the committee And wasn't at the meeting If you try to impede on my lane You get a beating The audacity That you attempt to take a seating I've been working on myself I've been working on my breathing I've been trying not to care On whether or not they see me I've been trying to be okay Whether you stay Whether you leave me I've been trying to weather every storm Every day Every season Trying not to wave the white flag Try not to be conceding I've been trying to boost my self esteem They say that I'm conceited