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Tell me something that'll keep me well Keep convincing us it's worth our time Nothing's wrong still you could never tell I'm in heaven but this shit feels like hell I've been predisposed, act like I can change it Hands are always cold, my thoughts are always changing Think I lost control and now it's left me nauseous Thought that I was fine if I don't panic often I was chasing for change, though I got it And I haven't done a thing, now I feel exhausted Cause I fucked up now I got nobody and I'll stay asleep cause I don't even want me You've been acting like you know me You never wanted to I'm on this petty bullshit I could never hate you So I got what I wanted but Not what I needed and I Can't say you got what's coming But there's nothing wrong with Cause I fucked up Nothing to prove Never took advice Never wanted to (It doesn't feel like me, if it makes sense) (It's just that, everything's going so fast. It's all in such high gear) If I ever wanna fall you could teach me how I'm empty handed It's not like I wanted this (Why do we have all these complicated medical procedures) (To prolong someone's life if they can't even live a comfortable one) If I ever wanna fall You could teach me how (Like alive to suffer?) I'm empty handed