runaway.

It still doesn't feel real and I feel guilty from it Felt ghosted, I don't care So why do I care about it Yeah this shit isn't new, "we'll keep in touch" Though I'm not gonna lie, think I say too much Yeah you said that we'd keep it close And after all this time, where the f*ck did you go You're the type to feel like everything's your fault Thought of something different though I feel so lost They've been playing with your head, yeah you've gone too soft I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on read Shit I'm always missing out, it's so hard to fit in Man I'll take it to the grave, can't keep doing this shit I've been thinking all the time, I don't wanna give in I've been fucking with my friends, I guess this is how it ends Always tired when I wake up and I don't wanna feel this way Feeling fine since the breakup, but now I'm lowkey feeling strange It still doesn't feel real and I feel guilty from it Felt ghosted, I don't care So why do I care about it Yeah this shit isn't new, "we'll keep in touch" Though I'm not gonna lie, think I say too much Yeah you said that we'd keep it close And after all this time, where the f*ck did you go You're the type to feel like everything's your fault Thought of something different though I feel so lost They've been playing with your head, yeah you've gone too soft I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on read God I'm such a fucking wreck, I'm so full of myself I keep losing track of time, yeah I know I do it well But I'm feeling just fine though I probably need help I've been sleeping all day till this shit goes away I'm the type to feel like everything's my fault Thought of something different though I feel so lost They've been playing with my head, yeah I've gone too soft I've been fucking with my friends, now they leave me on Shit I'm always missing out, it's so hard to fit in Man I'll take it to the grave, can't keep doing this shit I've been thinking all the time, I don't wanna give in I've been fucking with my friends, I guess this is how it ends