THINKING 'BOUT IT

Ask me if I'm going out tonight lemme think about it I got bills to pay, ain't got no job just let me think about it She is everything I need but I'm still in these streets And she calling me f*ck, I gotta think about it Finally got the answers but nobody there I Guess I took too long Cause nobody care I looked both ways before I crossed and still got hit I'm just thinking to myself what was the point of it I got a fear of choosing But there's snakes on everything path You gotta pick your poison Along the route you either find the antidote Or you learn how to cope Cause you're your only hope On this trip around globe But please don't mind my words These are only thoughts a bunch of noun and verbs I got the plan, but I suck at action so I'm getting cut If you think about it taking advice from me is absurd And if you really think about it I'm absurd Man, absurd ain't even the word Osio I prefer obscure Word to the birds I ain't choose this flight path Some tried to deter with turbulence hoping I crash Had my wings broken and stomped only prompt was my bad Stabs n jabs from bitches like the biggest dog wasn't gone bite back So sad and So absurd That you surprised off these nouns n verbs That we Gone pop off like you Tryna ollie the curb, oddly this world Glorify going nuts, we in the nation of squirrels Fake butts for all of the girls Fake tuff full throttle until it turns to a quarrel I ain't saying I'm godly with morals But godlike when I write a flow as cold as Klondike's See I renaissance mic and reveal a Sistine like mural I remember hell no's when I was rocking shell toes Now it's hellos but those get left on seen Can't see me like a gillie suit that's all camo And I ain't have no dinero it's been hell with hopeless pockets Scripture spitting till it turns into a fucking prophet Then I'm reminiscing at the top just sipping thinking bout It Road wasn't working ahead so I lifted my head n rerouted Tryna get ahead with the bread that comes along with the bounty Folks around me told me never tell them when you drowning So when you ask me how I'm doing I just be thinking about it Never learned how to swim so I'm just stuck at shore Waves pushing me out because I'm never sure, of a clear direction Switched perspective Now it's money moves with certainty, certainly no second guessing Manifesting more Blessings tours all en route A star taking off take a seat ain't believe in me so don't speak when I'm seen Keep it mute Shoot for the stars Pathways making constellations Looking up and seeing what the f*ck we done created Dreams only die, when people stop chasing So I'm gonna keep my legs fresh and my mind elevated like I just sprained it Smoking J's, getting brain from a bachelor's bitch at Cambridge Turn the page then it's planes can't complain when you in the Cayman's At the end of this game, I'm something like Raymond. A legend when I come up out of it I already got the attraction now it's time for action No more thinkin bout the shit