Already Lost

This is my time gunna live it right This is my time keep the end in sight This is my time gunna follow the light I see it at the end of the tunnel Space at first then narrows like a funnel Use to think I won it all So I downed tools That's coz I was a stupid fool Used to think I was really cool Then I woke up decided to swim in a different pool Shoulda worked harder at secondary school But thought I new best Thought I was king Kong banging on his chest I thought I was smart I was stupid financially fell apart Didn't listen to my elders or their lessons So this is my confession I should worked out hard work earns success Should worked out being a looser makes you less Should worked out you get out What you put in So put the most in then you win It's a dog eat dog world out there Big dog eats small dog The world doesn't care Made plenty of mistakes Met plenty of fakes Stood around Watched the earth shake Yea I've been in the wrong Been to head strong Used to be lazy all day long a Now I wake up early to hear the bird song I've pushed friends away But the real ones stayed I use to count up accolades But then the fade I've been betrayed I've been slayed And I've left when I shoulda stayed Imagine trying to fight When you already lost Imagine blinding sight Imagine chuckINg your sole outside And standing there while you watch it cry Imagine everytime you lie The old you stands there Can't look you in the eye I've ran away instead of standing my ground I've lost when I should've found Spent a penny instead of saving up for a pound Didn't fight in the battle ground Imagine trying to fight When you already lost Imagine blinding sight Imagine chuckINg your sole outside And standing there while you watch it cry Imagine everytime you lie The old you stands there Can't look you in the eye Your sole rejects you While the world disects you The devil collects you Fear affects you Hater infects you you The after effects are you Self destruct you need to Reconstruct be a superconductor Work on your infrastructure Build your self up Reconnect with love Heaven above is waiting So don't sit there Crying alone in the basement When your face Hits the paement Wont be you that needs replacing There's things I'm not proud of The thoughts get louder Like gunpowder Point in the right direction Show your power My real confession Is my obsession With my new progression Imagine trying to fight When you already lost Imagine blinding sight Imagine chuckINg your sole outside And standing there while you watch it cry Imagine everytime you lie The old you stands there Can't look you in the eye