Half of Mine

You're going out of focus Or is it just me And my ocean eyes? I'm scared I'll forget you The moment you leave It's all a darkened sky I hope you know I already miss you The loneliness drags on I could've tried more Than I did to protect you If only I was strong These memories that I keep Beneath my pillow Are only half of mine The pictures on the floor of us They haunt me You left them all behind When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine It was so selfish To let you just Walk away I understand the pain you felt But I was Too afraid I'm thankful for the Time we spent together Staying up all night Drinking, playing card games Telling our stories Secrets of our lives These memories that I keep Beneath my pillow Are only half of mine The pictures on the floor of us They haunt me You left them all behind When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine The words that you once said No one will ever know I found them in your afterglow If I had known you better Would you be here today? I'm drowning in the weight of all my fucking mistakes These memories that I keep Beneath my pillow Are only half of mine The pictures on the floor of us They haunt me You left them all behind When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When they are only half of mine When you were only half of mine