things wont ever be the same

Maybe I was wrong Everybody knows that You were right, I'm jealous Can that even be enough Living here without you Every day feels like the same A vision without how to Live your life in the right way I'm figuring out how to Say the things you want me to say Be the things you want me to be Still feel like I'll fail miserably Everybody knows that The captain goes with the ship Don't mean that I don't feel bad Still I gotta stay tight lipped I wish that I could go back Things won't ever be the same But I can never go back Still I could take some of the blame Everybody knows that And everybody knows it that I lost all that I once was I never learned how to let go I never learned how to give love For all I know I'll never grow But I could never just give up I keep it steady, if not slow But can that even be enough Maybe I was wrong Maybe I was wrong about us Maybe you were right, I'm jealous You deserve someone less reckless Living here without you Every day feels like the same A vision without how to Live your life in the right way I'm figuring out how to Say the things you want me to say Be the things you want me to be Still feel like I'll fail miserably Everybody knows that The captain goes with the ship Don't mean that I don't feel bad Still I gotta stay tight lipped I wish that I could go back Things won't ever be the same But I can never go back Still I could take some of the blame Living here without you I feel worse each day that goes by A vision without how to Be you without living a lie I'm figuring out how to Be okay so I don't have to Be the things you want me to be See the things I'm not meant to see But everybody knows that Each day is meant to start new Don't mean that I don't feel bad About the things I hid from you I wish that I could go back I wish that I could go back But I can never go back But I can never go back But I can never go back Things won't ever be the same But I can never go back Still I could take some of the blame