nothing to lose

Look, fire started, got the smoke rising from my lungs I be fighting to the bell but I don't get it rung Every beat I fucking murder, I been on a run I could take the scholar route, but it's just not as fun I'm flaming microphones and burning up a lot of bowls The bars are hitting like a mallet to a xylophone I keep on wishing for some bitches that I gotta bone When I'm spitting, can't be sloppy with a choppy flow I spark a doobie, then my life plays out just like a movie The cameras rolling, see me flowing in my mind so smoothly I love to hear the criticisms like they even knew me Life's a bitch, I finger f*ck her till my fingers pruney Taking hits after every line that I go and write No hesitation, I fake the left when I'm going right My only goal is to pay my debt and I owe my life I throw a ten on a play just so I can roll the dice My father's features I'm bearing, but I'm a mama's boy Smoking loud in my room like I make a lot of noise I gotta make up for times that I didn't have a voice Was at my best out in Portland like I was Brandon Roy I might visit Seattle, gotta get my map expanded Take the joints right out of my luggage soon as we landed Told my bro make sure you taking videos and candids I was swimming in the deep, it almost got me stranded The truth is that I'm living with nothing to lose That's why I'm known for taking hits, but I'll sip on the booze I was thinking bout that trip on a Michigan cruise You gotta know that afterglow always lifting the mood I ain't addicted, but conflicted when using these drugs I get it off the site, don't even be meeting a plug Numbing my mind so I don't ever get deep in the love I stay grounded with these beats and my feet in the rug Yeah, I ain't needing your love