taking risk

Walking under gray clouds Heard your voice as a faint sound I was running in the rain as it came down You ain't around, so who the f*ck can I blame now It's a shame how every day I blaze loud Quiet life, but my thoughts be buzzing All for one, one for all, till it's all for nothing Try to say that I don't miss you, but you caught me bluffing In the end, at least it really taught me something I was slipping in the darkness, looking for my way home You said some words that I repeated in the same tone I moved on, but in my brain, I remained prone Same timing, I just can't afford to change zones People change, feelings change when you looking way I was giving up my heart until they took it away But what's life without taking risks All this pain is the reason I can't save a bitch Taking chances every time we come in contact It's like I'm falling every time I start to bounce back Like where the ounce at, I need to fire up Cause maybe I'll forget about your presence when I'm high as f*ck Things are different, I'm just trying to fit this situation Too many things that I've been plotting with anticipation Thinking like, what's the worst that can happen Then it ends up being worse than you could ever imagine I need a girl like Kendall, Khloe, or Kim K But first, I got a couple things I need to get straight To put a bitch on, I gotta put myself on first Treat her right with that good dick and a nylon purse I got bigger goals, I got a bigger soul I made a lane and had to finish with the finger roll Record my music in my closet, then I get some rest I keep it real forever, cause the truth will keep me at my best For real