they say

Look, glowing up the room I'm in, fogging what I'm zooming in Take away reflections, make me question what they do to him Ain't no stepping in the shoes I'm in, family say they losing him Looking for some love, but none of these bitches ever choosing him Swallowing my food again, patience with these hooligans Try to take my life so they can see me in a suit again Falling so I bruise again, balance what I lose again Life can be so crazy when you hanging with the crew I'm in Aging with the looser skin, sipping on that juice and gin 20 but I'm foolish, ain't no telling how I grew within Foolish men, saying"be yourself" when they too pretend Sky is turning blue at 10, dipping in that pool of sin Living just to prove we lit, only on that newer shit Listen what I'm spewing, I clear the air like it's Sudafed Tripping with my dudes again, sipping on the brew It's only true when we loop it then, everybody cruising in that Focus on my own mind Want love but you'll never even want mine Still waiting on my payday Still doing me, f*ck about what They say Saw you in my dreams, figured out the meaning of it Ain't what it seems, I talk to God, I'm still believing in him He made this weed, I need that green so I can breathe in again I'm on that tree, we up till three, me and my demons again Out of my league, I knew that girl was always dreaming of him That be the reason I be smoking till my feelings are thin It's open season and my heart starts bleeding again So I'm reaching to him, find peace from within No cease and desist, I speak from the lips I reap what I sow, I weep when I sin Tires screech in the mist, I don't need what I miss So I Focus on my own mind Want love but you'll never even want mine Still waiting on my payday Still doing me, f*ck about what They say Taking the deepest breath, soaked and my feet are wet Climbing the steepest steps, flying from east to west Filling my cup with something, knowing that weed the best I'll never ask for nothing as long as my secrets kept Do I want love or lust? (Love or lust?) Gave you all I had but you want more than us (More than us) Yeah, do I want love or lust? (Love or lust?) I gave you all I had but you want more than love (More than love) So I Focus on my own mind Want love but you'll never even want mine Still waiting on my payday Still doing me, f*ck about what They say