you are my reason

I need to get out of my bed Days get long I wish I was dead Space on my bed when I get up Left side of bed cold it has dust I can't live without my mornings Starting with you you were important To my growth you are a lesson That no one in this world is perfect Four steps forward Two steps back Hurts that my hurt Gets worse it hurts Four steps forward Two steps back Hurts that my hurt Gets worse it hurts I miss you baby you are my reason Crying dreaming mourning crying You are my reason I get sick to my stomach when I see you Reason for that I'm a fool I hurt you Only way to cure heartbreak is to be with you You're with a new man hope he treats you like I do Four steps forward Two steps back Hurts that my hurt Gets worse it hurts Four steps forward Two steps back Hurts that my hurt Gets worse it hurts I miss you baby you are my reason Crying dreaming mourning crying You are my reason Said I know how it feels to lose you once Had you twice then I broke you there's no trust We weren't rational we broke cuz of us But I blame me for the bad things we done I miss you baby you are my reason Crying dreaming mourning crying You are my reason Every time I go to bed The words I miss you in my head Every time I go to bed I say I fucked up then rest