Days Like This

They tell me my condition is incurable They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain It's days like this I just wish I could rewrite my history But I must live with my mistakes There's no letting go of my own true dose of my temptations I just had to sit beside and lie to myself figure out the changes Don't you ever want to go Don't you ever want to see That its a waste of time A fat lip and I'm sitting like this Sobering up my mind Now I've broken every bone with the sticks and the stones my life has taken I can't seem to decide if I'd like to try and to live up to the changes Don't you ever want to go Don't you ever want to see That you're a part of me I can't quit relapsing Fantastic contraption And I'm closing up my eyes They tell me my condition is incurable They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain Its days like this I just wish I could rewrite my history But I must live with my mistakes I'm on the last bend corner of my life But I'm a morbid contortionist In the fore-lids of my eyes Who's the poor man performing in the light What poor man enjoys the storm before flight Unplugging the chord from the cortex of my own mind So I can blow dry like my hopes tied to the clothes line It's low tide and i'm so wise looking for the fix But my own mind is so fried I don't even know where it is Hold up my drawers are showing where the blow is sewed in My only hope is I'm frozen comatose when the snowman kicks in It's hitting and I'm ripped giving into submission I bet you wish you did this I bet you wish you'd give in I bet you listen to my sick intentions If my music is my own confession And I'm confessing before I'm resting in the intersection Its what the lord says will be repentance And my confession will be forgiven In the end so interesting They tell me my condition is incurable They tell me that I need to take these drugs to numb the pain Its days like this, I just wish I could rewrite my history But I must live with my mistakes