Fairytales

I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes, sometimes, I feel just like I do Like its me against the world even when I've got you So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal Is it what you really wanted Spent all my youth trying to find someone like you Didn't have any money Making something out of nothing is just what we had to do Cause fairy tale dreams are make believe I'm fed up with the games we play today I just want to date someone that acts their age Actually, that's just me I tell myself I am something And that maybe you would love me if I could've just gave into you Wondering what I'm becoming If everyone lies how you know when you finally found truth Cause fairy tale dreams are make believe I'll never be comfortable with me I'll always be cautious when I speak Nervous with anxiety I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes, sometimes, I feel just like I do Like its me against the world even when I've got you So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal I'm blaming life if I'm honest Screwed up too much now there's nothing I can do to improve Maybe this isn't common Maybe I just screwed up hoping there's something to do Cause fairy tale dreams are make believe I'm fed up with the way my brain perceives Life isn't fair to me I'm basically taking beats Same old thing I learned a lesson from the fallout Friends become dishonest kill yourself by the time you find out Keep out of your wallet or you'll dry up wondering what the hell did you even do Cause fairy tale dreams are make believe I'm fed up with the fate and destiny What kind of life's rewarding those for greed I totally won't succeed I don't want to stand alone Cause sometimes, sometimes, I feel just like I do Like its me against the world even when I've got you So I try to hide the big chip on my shoulder That only time will heal