Part of the Same

This world It's kinda funny like habits You cant break the bastard until you admit your an addict And i'll admit I'm an addict like I go to the mattress Every time I feen for your humble attraction And I'm fun to relapse with Wrapped on you like a very old jacket Screwing you so good that I'm wearing you flaccid Hopelessly floating on the cloud you passed in R.I.P.in' alone cause i'm afraid of the absence It's white trash compacted You don't know for your own good like fatal attraction Prenatal compassion Exists only while stagnant matter collaborates in the system The gift of seemingly gifted vision And for a split instant you know what is missing It's the bend in the timeline That threatens your lifeline Sometimes it steps on the limelight But never skips the highlights You know it's time to divide when Your life takes the best course that it is provided No you can't erase All of my mistakes I haven't even made Don't you try to turn your face away You're apart of my life now And I'm feeling like you don't want me around I wouldn't put you down I wouldn't try to change I wouldn't want anyone to take You away from me We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same I've got problems And that isn't my problem Born and raised into garbage Absent, my father never gave a f*ck to be bothered So now my issues are subscriptions Prescriptions that will falter My girl is facing the fact I'll never get my act together But i'll verbally beat her so hard she back-flips Hold on to that last hit I wanna see the reaction Can you even imagine How much pain I put her through, it's tragic Hold on I can fix this Let me get the knife from the kitchen And trace her name in my veins And pray for her wisdom It's even psychological Or medicated addiction The twisted neural pathways of life's a bitch And for a split instant You know what is missing No you can't erase All of my mistakes I haven't even made Don't you try to turn your face away You're apart of my life now And I'm feeling like you don't want me around I wouldn't put you down I wouldn't try to change I wouldn't want anyone to take You away from me We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same Lonely Two kids and a job only one car Affordable lifestyle but no one knows mom If only I told her to say home that night This drunk f*ck wouldn't have taken her life If only I was going straight on the turnpike I would've made it in time to kiss her goodbye You told me every time that your wish and desire Where one day we'd be old and retired So we both could sit and admire our life as it passes With our children beside us And for a split instant I know what is missing But only this time do I Wish I could find The end of your line So I can merge it with mine No you can't erase All of my mistakes I haven't even made Don't you try to turn your face away You're apart of my life now And I'm feeling like you don't want me around I wouldn't put you down I wouldn't try to change I wouldn't want anyone to take You away from me We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same We're only one part of the same