i hate you (real)

(N9ne) Everybody speaking from a distance told me save my breath Yet I cut 'em off if they doubting where I stand 'til death Every word I fucking meant it But I guess you didn't But I'm not surprised Loves always tinted Every second that I wasted on your ass I want it back Every time I shoulda called you out Shoulda gave no slack Yet I trusted you again, again, again, again Why the f*ck did I decide that we should really go be friends I tried taking pills I tried to forget I tried to push this blade inside my skin like life owe a debt If I ain't got my time like them Then why the f*ck you stealing mine Every night I pray for death Every night I'm praying for a sign Every time you speak to me I fucking wish you didn't hoe You left me on the ground Bleeding out, status critical Every time I take a step forward You just bring me back To a time inside my life Where all I wished for was black You just been a stain in the frame of my life Every time I looked inside of your eyes All I saw were lies I Hate Everything I Hope You Die My demons like to come around They like to go inside my mental Plague it up and go surround They like to grab me by my head Push me under the water they want me to drown If it'd been up to your choice I know you'd put me six feet underground So I live to go spite So I live it up tonight And anybody f*ck with me imma go 'n knock their lights out Go 'n pipe down You ain't needa another word in Went 'n lost your rights now Every time you speak to me I fucking wish you didn't hoe You left me on the ground Bleeding out, status critical Every time I take a step forward You just bring me back To a time inside my life Where all I wished for was black You just been a stain in the frame of my life Every time I looked inside of your eyes All I saw were lies I Hate Everything I Hope You Die