Stop It You're Splitting Again

He sees a halo on my head He paints a picture of my face He loves me and it's real And I know but I don't feel Soft toys burning in his chair Chased by a three-legged dog Suddenly all the edges too sharp I closed my eyes and the poor thing was still there What is pain but a symptom of love The cause has left me here What's the difference between A general fear of losing him And delusions of psychosis Curled up on his couch I sit here reading into A collapsed jenga pile Everything is black and white And there is no inbetween Walking on sunshine or slitting my wrists Kissing me or conspiring to kill me Dreams of a sepia house Everything settled at heart A pool of blood is an oil spill And coffee is red wine I bought him sunflowers I turn around and he is you You are here I bought you sunflowers Counting faces on your ceiling Sweating candy breathing grass I'm floating out your window But you anchor me to earth You put my heart back in my chest Real life is the very best And I love it when I'm me When I'm me I love me When I love me I love you You put my heart back in my chest Real life is the very best And I love it when I'm me When I'm me I love me When I love me I love you You put my heart back in my chest Real life is the very best And I love it when I'm me When I'm me I love me When I love me I love you You put my heart back in my chest Real life is the very best And I love it when I'm me When I'm me I love me When I love me I love you