The First Day

Don’t want you to get used to me Don’t want you to get close to me 'Cause inside of me keeps telling me that I should push you away Don’t wanna feel in the way I want Don’t want you to know how I think about you Until this day, I should’ve told you what I feel since the first day You and I, we were just to start But I don’t know why The way you look at me It seems we’re intimate, it seems we’ve bond before The way you smile at me Makes me know you’re the one Even though the time passed by Even if I have to die But I think being close to you is good but I Don’t want you to get used to me Don’t want you to get close to me 'Cause inside of me keeps telling me that I should push you away Don’t wanna feel in the way I want Don’t want you to know how I think about you Until this day, I should’ve told you what I feel since the first day Why should I have you in my life And I don’t know why I have to think of you (every time since then) The fire of you and me keeps burning on the ground The dance you taught me is still on my mind even now Even though the time passed by Even if I have to die But I think being close to you is good but I Don’t want you to get used to me Don’t want you to get close to me 'Cause inside of me keeps telling me that I should push you away Don’t wanna feel in the way I want Don’t want you to know how I think about you Until this day, I should’ve told you what I feel since the first day All of the time, I’ve been trying to get no one close to me But then I realised having you was the best And even though you have already changed your mind about me I’ll try to get you back although it’s impossible for me I don’t want you to go away from me Don’t want you to get bored of me So, inside of me keeps insist me that I push you far away And now I cried until it has the lake of melancholy My heart turned to ashes because of you I should’ve told you what I feel since the first day Until this day, I should’ve kissed you when I could since the first day