beta fish

It's been too long Since I got out my guitar And i tried to write a song It's been too damn long I'm wasting a body I'm wasting a mind Going in circles And running out of time Anything but tricycles Surface level living F*ck this life Taking and giving I'm just an emo kid who wishes they were punk But everything's a guilty pleasure It's been so long Since I heard her name On someone else's lips And not inside my brain Some scars are from a good time Her's aren't Say something dark And call it art Take a polaroid to remember us by Throw it in the fire And watch her cry My sensitive teeth are rotting out my skull From the bittersweet taste you left in my mouth It's been a long time Since the holidays were fun I really thought I was fine It's been damn long time It's hard to be serious When I'm so sarcastic I feel the need to Do something drastic Baby I come with baggage They're under my eyes Can't sleep cause The bright white lies I'm just a beta fish I'm really nothing special Legs are weak, body's tired It's been too long Since I got out my guitar And I tried to write a song It's been too damn long