waiting on your call

Waiting on your call But I probably won't answer Love to me Just feels like a deadly cancer I'm waiting in the dark laying on my floor But I know you won't call me anymore Told everyone I'm done That I'm through Yeah I told em that I'm done Done with you Said I was over it but you Pulled me back in Now I'm knee deep in this shit In this sin So I'm here waiting on your call Though I know I shouldn't fall at all The ground feels soft though it makes me bleed And somehow I convinced myself that you're all I need I'll never feel the same way I do I'll never feel for him like I do for you And no matter what I'll do I'll never feel the same Cause I'll always see you in my brain I've changed a lot since yesterday But you wouldn't know cause you didn't stay I'm not the girl I was before Maybe now you'd like me more I didn't change for you I didn't change for me I don't even know if this is who I wanna be I'm just trying to open my eyes trying to see But the girl that I was Wasn't me I know you're not good for me at all And I know you're the one who made me fall And I know that you're driving me insane Yeah you've cause me so much pain I know it'd never work out I know I should take a different route But I'm still here waiting on your call Though I know you won't call at all Maybe I'm selfish maybe it's true But I just can't seem to get over you You're all that I need Saying that I'm siting here Watching me bleed