Now I Know

Paranoid to give my heart out I don’t believe it when they say they love me I know most these bitches only look my way cus I got money Missin out on real love yeh I know I could be like a dummy But at least no one can dub me Broken heart still in recovery I had this lil bitch the stupid hoe thought she could play me I know what you did u tried to hide it n call me crazy But you really only played ya self was good treated you like a lady Coulda done you like a hoe but that ain how my momma raised me So I no now not to give my heart out Cus these bitches don’t love you naw They come in an out But naw I won’t let a hoe distract me from the vision Now I’m livin Tryna by my mom a house an put my daddy in a range We been thru a lotta shit tryna give us finer thangs See my momma quit her job put a smile on her face the only woman in my life I know I got thru anything They tryna stop me from winnin-an I’m still tryna prevail Know it’s niggas up in my circle that wanna see me fail Imma go up an leavem hangin let’em watch givem hell If I took’em wit me they try n make me sink when I sail Got some niggas imma grave an some thas sittin in jail Pray for my brother for I sleep he lose his life I raise hell I lost a lot of shit already even including myself I’ll never force someone to fwm real love ain compelled I’m Tryna stack up so much money that I’m rich up in my next life I can’t cuff a hoe so I just keep’em for my sex life Ion ever sleep because the bed ain where the bread lies be out tryna get to it cus I never knoe my deadline An when I get to where I wanna don be trynna hit my cell line Niggas gon be pressed bc they watchin on the side lines I can’t trust even some niggas that come from my blood line can only name a few who been w me thru rain an sunshine ‪Been surviving for too long, I just wanna live‬ my life I don’t wanna struggle no more so I gotta make it right Ion wanna have to see another of mine lose his life Because the streets they be so hectic it’s a fight to stay alive