Purple Hearts

Put the nine to my head pull the trigger it was empty I'm Scared of my own thoughts cus I know I got it in me Purple Hearts purple ribbons never planned on seein twenty I'm alive it's time to face my pain I'm drained out from the running I pray to god keep the faith know that better days are coming I spoke about my pain the ones I trust thought it was funny I Dealt with a pretty bitch till things started getting ugly Now I'm focused on a better me resilient get this money Yeh I be thankin god every day for not takin me I been sinnin but he still chose to awaken me I pray he take out anybody that be fake to me And any f*ck nigga claim they real but they betrayin me I be livin life I'm still dealin but the pain don't show Po up Henny wit no chaser got me movin slow I been hurting for a minute I can't take no more Do some thangs n Change my ways hope one day I grow Mind racin, demons chasin but can't speak bout it to none Deal with shit all on my own a lonely world it ain't no fun L's come before the M's jus like the letters in the alphabet Single mother love her always Made sure my mouth was fed Pray god bless me so that i can put some blessings on my people An Use everything I been thru as my fuel like it's some diesel Painted the picture of my life on the ground ain have no easel Livin check to check stressin now we livin peaceful Been Killin shit single handedly just like that nigga boobie Grew up west side of my city now I'm livin like the movies Was not heat up in the car be below zero hope not to freeze Now they floatin tryin ride my wave would think they was a booey I was tripped up feelin like I was a waste of space Intoxicated smokin dope till I can't feel my face Unmotivated I can't fail I gotta find a way Every day I pray that I can really make a change An To be honest I don't f*ck wit niggas they be actin flaw By my lonely gettin money stuntin vibe be really raw I jus wanna feed my people every single time they call If my momma ain't put up then f*ck it I ain't finna gon ball Been on a mission an they see it so they prayin that i fall But I'm comin f*ck the odds i ain for them gon take it all Face to face wit barriers but i been know to break them walls Me against the world and know that for my dream ill risk it all Cus I remember pullin a nine to my head it was empty I coulda been dead but its a reason that he sent me Gotta find the why think that its to change my family living Fucked up past but in the present I'm jus knowin gifted I jus pray that he forgive me Now im pushin for a reason Second chance at life Alotta wrongs I'm changin makin right I'm blessed I'm blessed