Shinin' Now

Lost some niggas to the system I’m at the top it so lonely Niggas envy my position so I keep on me Bitches only love me money they don't really want me I been so focused on my future some say I’m actin phoney Why the f*ck these niggas tryna act like they been known me Niggas tryna do my do I think they tryna clone me Niggas never gave me shit but hella quick to phone me They see my shining wit my Cubans and my bran new rollie I’m shining now it’s hella fake love in the air I can feel it Shout out to my pack them niggas know they really the realest It’s a couple that I love but gotta love from a distance N Everybody I started wit not gon be at the finish I’m shining now my momma proud E smilin' from the clouds My peoples been proud of me I never needed a crowd Niggas use to doubt so hard an now I don’t hear a sound I deserve to be up for all of them times I was down when I was down like way down Ain't nobody stay down Wasn’t bein what they said they’d be for me so played out Was on my own no lay out Depression had me drained out I wouldn’t eat I wouldn’t sleep but in a better place now I’m shining now I beat the odds I pray them demons stay out I got my angels for protection know they keep a stake out All them late night early mornings had a good ass pay out I ain dead or in a cell blessed that I found a way out You get more support from the people that don’t know u Yo biggest haters be the niggas that you close to People talk u down an when u up gon try an bro you If u gettin' money baddest bitches gon approach u But if u wasn’t there from the beginning then u fucked I’m shining now i prayed and worked an now I’m up I was under hella pressure was a diamond in the rough I took my pain an turned it to positive because I had to rise above I wanted better better for all me an my mines I took it all upon myself to bust my ass with these rhymes I’m impatient had to learn it wouldn’t happen over night I stayed consistent I stayed wit it now look me bitch I shine I had it climb to heights I never been I was gonna do whatever that it took so I win I was in a place I never wanna be again Now it’s crazy cus I’m living everything that I drempt An Thas real dawg