Overthinking

Look…I'm Standing at the foot of the soul. I see a ruler I could Never measure up to and so I'm reaping benefits of Everybody giving me gold, they seeing green believing When I hit the scene imma go stupid incredible Credit like navy federal, but… I been lawless off the Charts regardless of who reaching out to me I'm often Overwhelmed exhausted Pushing while I'm on the edge of nauseous, still I'm Zooming, coughing, losing hella interest in plot Point out a time that I stopped. It's prolly plenty, way too many... I'm Giving everything it's really hard to even recognize a Friend upon my enemies... Don't know if I'm doing what I Really need or if I'm overcompensating disbelief but I gotta go I can't stop way too many of em On the same road they don't stop, way too many of em Praying I don't make it to the top I can't show em that I'm tripping They might think I'm overthinking just a lil bit Don't you show emotion they gon' think that they can read you Don't you break ya focus they gon' think they can deceive you If you not in motion how the f*ck they gon' believe that you as Hungry as you say you is… I hate to say this shit but I think I been making fake moves feeling counterfeit I feel like I'm making bold claims illegitimate Way too many people telling me that I been killing shit but I don't really notice it.. can't even soak it in cause I been overthinking just a little bit