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I'm fucked up and I miss you 2am's too soon to go home Lights go on and I feel alone Can't stop reaching out for my phone I fought hard and still do miss you Told you I'll be good on my own So why am I here feeling so cold So cold I'm the girl who always got away Batting lashes make them lay awake Pretty lies to make them stay awake (Stay awake, stay awake) Used you just to f*ck the pain away Why won't you just let me fade away Wish I hadn't stopped to look your way (Look the other way, look the other way) Wasted hearts confuse Things that just aren't meant to be With things that make you the happiest Waste your heart on mine Maybe this one was meant to be Slurring thoughts that you'll never ever read I'm fucked up and I miss you 2am's too soon to go home Lights go on and I feel alone Can't stop reaching out for my phone I fought hard and still do miss you Told you I'll be good on my own So why am I here feeling so cold So cold It was a late night I was looking for something Can you relate? Tight, I was hoping for something That made me feel right like this beat that's bumping Guess you call this a vibe when you're twenty something It was a late night I was looking for something Can you relate? Right, wasn't hoping for something That made me lose sight baby daylight's blinding Guess you call this a vibe when you're twenty something I'm fucked up and I miss you Lights go on and I feel alone I fought hard and still do So why am I here feeling so cold Baby I can't stop Maybe I can stop Baby I can't stop Maybe I can stop Baby I can't stop Maybe I can stop Baby I can't