Watch of nightmare

I am looking at a smashed watch (Broken watch) Pulling out the memories that I want to scorch (Have to erase it) Can I fix the broken stuff make it like it was before (impossible) It will never be the same anymore Time has been broken together with the watch (It rolls back) I flew away on a mad whale, it's useless to search (Nobody can find) I was eaten up with thunderous applause (Of society) Restart button is broken, I have to survive this Nightmare This is not for real i need to wake up This is not for real i need to wake up This stair has too many broken steps Fall down at the same place and start again This stair has too many broken steps Fall down at the same place and start again The way that you do again Will open up forgotten pain You'll never you'll never Won't be the same Escaping reality Relieving just for a while You'd better you'd better Not do it again No! this is fate I can't believe everything was predetermined No! this is fate Do I have a chance to make decision by myself The way that you do again Will open up forgotten pain You'll never you'll never Won't be the same Escaping reality Relieving just for a while You'd better you'd better Not do it again