counting (down)

Counting down the seconds till the final grain will drop I wanna say I'm sorry for the pain that I have brought Till my mom and father that I'll meet them at the top I don't know what happened but it all came to a stop Counting down my seconds While I'm watching the hour glass The TV in the background just plays static from crash These summer nights are cold when the fire begins to chill I don't know what I'm feeling as my world begins to tilt My ex's feel like asset but I needed them for practice Used them up for stories then I left them to the madness How come I don't feel no more And where did I go wrong If it's all my fault then they deserve another song I knew that this would happen But the out come won't be tragic Twenty seven club just a year short from accepts Will I be protected when my soul joins with the masses Please don't tell my story if you want to skip the message Do you know the message Young inspired artist will see my out come as a lesson Im drifting between the lines of anxiety and obsession Some will say depression but I've been distracted since adolescence Counting down the seconds till the final grain will drop I wanna say I'm sorry for the pain that I have brought Till my mom and father that I'll meet them at the top I don't know what happened but it all came to a stop Counting down the seconds till the final grain will drop I wanna say I'm sorry for the pain that I have brought Till my mom and father that I'll meet them at the top I don't know what happened but it all came to a stop