Son & Brother

Yeah Black sheep of the family but living off of the white dream White picked fence with three white kids just like me But none of them like me I'm different I'm off beat When I'm on beat Got the same jeans from our off springs I'm stuck inside these dark dreams Mental state a horror sense Bitches wanna taste the cream I don't wanna expand the tree Please just tell me what this means Father stretch your hand for me I just need your prayers and peace Please just tell me what this means, If I'm your son then what the f*ck did I get stuck with I got these thoughts of suicide we need to have a discussion F*ck these interruptions my demons came up from something Like when you were growing up did you have thoughts of cutting My life was so marvelous I was blinded by all of this Fights in my head but we just said I was far from this But the fruit don't fall that far from the tree I'm the son and the brother of someone in need I'm the Son I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor Hey yo Can I talk to you Yeah Like father like son but I ain't never been the one, He taught me how to walk then I taught myself to run I always felt alone as if I wasn't loved a ton But the youngest in the family can get lost by older ones Since your birth y'all shared names Since my birth I felt flames If my father holds his emotions in do you do the same I ain't asking just ask it I just need to know what happens Cause our father made mistakes for our life to use as practice Emotion on a mattress Candle lit by matches Family conversations but no one would know what would happened Next in the casket Pastor reading pass it  If it was your brother would you blame the one who pass it Your life was so marvelous you were blinded by all of this Fights in your head but you were told it was part of it And the fruit don't fall that fair from the tree I'm the son and brother of someone in need I'm the son I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor I'm son and the brother of Trevor