Wait For Heaven

It's me, myself and god But the man upstairs don't respond And i feel i lost my mind Or the man inside has died And i don't feel it's my time But i do know i'm not fine It's me, myself and god Do let's run it one more time Make sure my family's fine Make sure this stays in lines Make sure their child shines Make sure these voices find A new home that's not my mind Make sure i stay alive And tell every time Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Yeah Cause i have to right I made a promise i'll sleep at night Not to stay up with my demons and write About my struggles in my painless life The clouds looks softer then the rocks below I will not fall with out a reason to be known But i can't do four more years watching the throne I gotta blow up before the meanings known Cause if i fall right now They gon point their fingers at the broke mirrors Like if i called right now I won't have a reason just bitchin" and teasin' So let me stay right now For this single moment i'm in the moment But let me say it right now There's nothing wrong my life just that it is my life Cause Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Or maybe not A "Good Enough" reason could make me stop The life i was given didn't start at the top Worked this long just to land this spot People look at me like they must not know I'm suicidal without the balls to show But i'm in denial with the life i choose Like if i stopped one day could I "Let Me Go" The "Summer Rain" and winter flows "Another Me" could be best but who knows About the situation "I Am Error" arose I felt more and more like "Be Alone" But so Is that "Good Enough" To break myself down and with no chance of being picked back up I don't wanna mess up Adding to the death cup Ye told me bless up But i'm still thinkin' about letting up Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven Know i'll wait for heaven I'll wait for heaven