flower, sun, & rain (feat. Amy Bestevez)

I just don't know where I belong And this flesh that I'm entrapped in feels so uncomfortable and wrong It's like I'm allergic to every single one of my surroundings Two wolves inside my head, got migraines from their endless howling Stuck in the flower sun and rain All these days seem to keep repeating over again And I don't know how to keep myself together Seems like I feel this way forever In my head, always feeling depressed All alone, while im being ignored by my friends Always tryna reach out, but I'm neglecting myself Too exhausted from this hell to even go ask for help If your reflection is who you are How can the mirror truly speak for your heart? They built these walls, they made these thoughts So pay attention to work or you'll pay the cost Hidden in the shadows, barely made it out the gallows Tried to drink repression away Now I'm a decade behind and with so little to show But it's cool, I never liked being seen anyway Flower, sun and rain, tell me who I'm supposed to be today I let people who didn't want to see me shine define me Now I don't know if I'll be ok Never been a straight path had to break off my mask Separated me from people that I thought would stay And that's ok, we didn't need to be friends More important that I feel like myself again