Proud of Me

I was seventeen You said goodbye to me And ever since I pray and wish You pop up in my dreams To come sit with me And have a talk with me You'd catch me up on heaven I'd tell you bout this thing Called life Really feel like hell Since you left this side I was such a fool to think the pain Subsides over time Cause it don't Mhmm oh no it don't Making my mistakes on the way Praying for the day I'll be on stage Pouring out my heart on these beats Wondering if you're really proud of me I'll create a new lane of my own One day I'll just bring my trophy home And I'll just fall asleep so we can meet For you to tell me Tell if you're proud of me Some days I be wondering Why these people do these things to me Sundays they give thanks to God Other days they talk down to me Mentally, torturing me Most day I just can't believe That I write all this things to you But you won't ever answer me, no no Now, I'm twenty something Now, I'm doing something Someone out there thinks I'm special And I'm that special someone I thank God for loses And I thank God for wins and I thank God for God Cause He chose you for me and Though I don't understand I'll do the best I can To make you proud I'll do the best I can So up in heaven you can smile to God And said that He created Your daughter who turned out A-OK Oh Making my mistakes on the way Praying for that day I'll be on stage Pouring out my heart on these beats Wondering if you're really proud of me I'll create a new lane of my own One day I'll just bring that trophy home And I'll be fast asleep so we can meet For you to tell me Tell me that you're proud of me Tell me that you're proud of me Wonder if you're proud of me Tell me that you're proud of me I wonder if you're proud of me Wonder if you're proud of me Wonder if you're proud of me Wonder if you're proud of me Hmm Yeah