In Front of Me Now

I used to be dreaming when I was driving I used to be leaving when I was arriving I used to be calling when I was walking I used to be thinking when I was talking I used to be counting when I was sharing I used to be blanking when I was staring I used to be rolling when I was parking I used to be raining when I was sparking Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me now I used to be stopping while I trying I used to be landing before I was flying I used to be haunting not just remembering In the middle of summer, I was decembring Always re-writing what I was reading But also doubting what I was conceiving I used to be dropping when I was collecting I could have been building but I was dissecting Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me now I used to be missing when I was kissing Why wasn't I present? I could have been living I used to be dodging when I was catching I used to be dying, I could have been hatching I used to be drowning when I was drinking I was only masking, I could have been feeling You used to surround me whenever you found me I could have learned more from the friends I had 'round me I used to be falling when I was leaning Catastrophe courting, I could've been dreaming I was careening, looking for meaning Wish I was relaxing, I could have been breathing Today, I do what's in front of me now Today, I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me Oh, there's too many lanes There's too much to see in the frame at once There's too much to contain I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me Oh, there's too much terrain I can never explain it all It's too much for my brain I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me, what's in front of me I do what's in front of me now