Til The Day We Die

I don't know why I find it hard To trust to love myself Who should I be calling When i think I'm falling Down to the empty parts in me I know we had our moments And we thought it is for always Till the day we til the day way die But when i don't feel loved It all piles up When those lies stain your lips It all piles up And this void it just piles up piles up Now I don't wanna see you any more So I'd rather sleep alone And let my heart become a stone Than seeing you become Those things you don't wanna be When you're with me We were good we were style We were love it was wild Don't think anyone will ever know How powerful, how deep we'd go Inside our worlds But how do you how do you Get used to a new you While you miss it you dismissed it all the beauty that we had was true Did you cry too ? When we don't feel loved It all piles up When those lies stain our lips It all piles up And this void it just piles up piles up Now I don't wanna see u anymore So I'd rather sleep alone And let my heart become a stone Than seeing you become Those things you don't wanna be When you're with me So I'd rather sleep alone As my heart become a stone Then seeing you become Those things you don't wanna be When you're with me I don't know why I find it hard To trust to love myself I realize there's nothing really left No hopes on my shelf I need rest, time to rest