To Love You

I'm gone now, it's dark and cold The final curtain call, I didn't see it fall No relief, there's no more believe Music is fading out, silence droning loud The music is fading out I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I'm broken since you broke out Out of my rusty cage, something had to give My love, like a disease Delirious and inflamed, too tired to be ashamed Heartbeat starts to fade, maybe it's not too late I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I have to hate myself to love you I have to hurt myself to heal you I have to hurt myself to heal you