Waste of Time

Where do you go when you have a broken heart? It's getting really hard to make a brand new start So many faces, all day I see But non of them, seriously, click with me Reflecting, Reminiscing, about the past But those memories, they usually don't last They say keep an open heart and love will find you Tried all that, but still can't get over you Relationships are so hard to handle The back and forth got me feeling like a herded cattle A soul mate, a twin flame, is what we all seek But those beautiful beings are really hard to meet We all want to find true love, joy and laughter So we can live the story of happily ever after Looking for love is not a crime But most recently, it's been such a waste of time People connect, in the weirdest way It's up to the divine, that's all I can say Your family says this love can never be I've never seen a odd couple, like you and me We were both opposites, always bickering Every time we argued, the lights started flickering Looking for love is not a crime But most recently, it's been such a waste of time Don't wanna fix anything, lights are lights Besides all that, I'm really afraid of heights Grab that ladder, and fix it yourself The bulbs are over there, right on the kitchen shelf This has been really hard on me, I'll admit it Some people are just too afraid to be committed I'm not the same guy you knew, when you first met me I've grown and matured, and the reality just hit me So, I started a new chapter, moving away from disaster Healing of the heart, is what I'm really after Had enough fights, and disagreements That's not what life is all about, fighting those demons? Don't want the drama, I'm really good thanks Got to be solo, I'll take the chance My focus has shifted, not mad about that The past is the past, I've moved-on you big brat! I'm not where I'm supposed to be, that's for sure You wanted a boring life, and I wanted something more My heart is still broken, but I can live with that So I don't want to hear anymore, of this chat I'm finally fine with things, being the way they are Gotta pack-up my bags, and get in my car Looking for love is not a crime But most recently, it's been such a waste of time