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I think I need some space right now I don't know how to think or speak Don't know fucks the deal with me I couldn't tell you if I tried I wanna lay by his side I'm only here because I lied And it's easy to get boys outta my head And I don't know if I'm trying to get back at my ex I don't wanna use you but I keep on losing respect for myself Lavender powder Come get in the shower I wanna fall back into bed and lay for hours He had me falling I know this is toxic But I want him to myself no consequences This time I'm gonna tread more carefully Can't nobody run away with me Take no shit from someone's son you see yeah Wanting him, wanting me all night long You're texting me like you know it all Wish I could want you the way that you want But he's the only one I want And it's easy to get boys outta my head And I don't know if I'm trying to get back at my ex I don't wanna use you but I keep on losing respect for myself Lavender powder Come get in the shower I wanna fall back into bed and lay for hours He had me falling (he had me falling baby) I know this is toxic (toxic) But I want him to myself no consequences Lavender powder Your touch is so sour Wish he'd love me like he used to with all power Sorry for dragging you into this madness Thought I'd finish with his shit after your loving Lavender powder Come get in the shower I wanna fall back into bed and lay for hours He had me falling I know this is toxic But I want him to myself no consequences